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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

1:55 AM

goodness i think i am addicted to blogging o gosh what the hell is wrong with me.i just somehow caught the blogging spell.it is actually quite refreshing somehow.makes me realise and reflect on my lifestyle and my day better.gee i think i'm on my way to becoming a better person already.woots.well i'm starting to hate a certain someone.god knows why as she is starting to irritate me with her laziness and all the crap it seems to be that she is becoming more of a parasite than a friend.k i know i so should not be thinking about such stuff as i am a supposed friend but damn i am really getting sick and tired of this shit so ya woman back off before i really lose my cool this time as things will really get nasty and trust me i mean it this time.so ya shoo.maybe the best thing in life is to become a nerd and just live off the corner of the class with a book underneath my nose.that way i'll be smart and i'll score good grades.i wont have friendship problems and i wont go around threatening to kill people and rip their skin apart and do any other crazy things to them.yupp that way life would be pleasant and everyone would be happy inclusive of me.but seriously.i'm going crazy over this person so ya i really need some time off so i can cool off from her.yes someone please take her away from me NOW!! i need to go into isolation.owells i really pity him now.his birthday is tomorrow yet he has to head down to the police station to settle his case.now that is really sad as his entire birthday would be ruined by the cops themselves.poor thing.alrights then i shall help you celebrate it sometime soon i hope and your spike is still with me so yea guess we need to meet up soon ya.i miss going out with the same old gang during the holidays it was just what i call pure simple joy as we somehow just got so contented with each other that everything just seemed so fun and perfect.how i wish i could turn back the clock and go back to where it once was.i miss those days now and come to think of it those times only happened like what a few weeks back yet here i am wailing wanted to turn back time.does this prove how lovely those times were.it really amazes me on how much time and change everything.i only got to know them better only this year and yet here we are and we had one of the most genuine fun times ever so far.the drinking,the clubbing,the checking out of people,the kisses and all the crazy other things.not isnt that what you call fun?and not just like how some of my school friends and i go about trying to satisfy each other and end up getting into some kind of fight or something.i miss that carefree lifestyle.i want it back.maybe if we can relive each day of our lives we would one day manage to just live it right and there can finally be an end to the crazy sufferings of this world.i wonder would that day ever come as i really wish that day was today.i really need to isolate myself from this world and just shut myself in total darkness.i shall devote my time now to studying.i still want that study date girl.meet up soon.i shall now that pleasure in studying,making my time worthwhile,get into the course which i want and finally get out of this crazy thing which i have going on now.hope that would help and for once bring peace into my lifestyle.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;